The staff let her shower in one of the oversized bathrooms, open showers with handrails and an emergency pull string. It was while manipulating the handheld showerhead in an experimental attempt at masturbation that she accidentally pulled the emergency string. Unshaved legs parted, plastered dripping auburn hair, 33 year-old breasts exposed, arms and showerhead contorted as she balanced herself on the shower chair. She was never able to look the stout occupational therapist in the eye after that.